After Jason and I had been together several times we got to talking about our first time together. He said he remembered when I told him I wanted to be his first and we had sex the first time, sex the first time, he knew I only wanted to do it because he was a virgin and I wanted to be his first. I had told him that I only wanted to teach him a lesson and never really planned to do anything with him. The fact that he was a virgin did have a lot to do with it and I never expected it to be more than just a one-time thing, but I was so excited by it. Then he told me that then he told me that he thought I only did it again because I felt sorry for him. I said why would you even think that? He said because he has a small dick, and he thought I was going to laugh at him the first time I seen it that's why it took so long to get hard when I had him masturbating in front of me with my things. I said first of all your dick is not small, then I asked why do you even think you have a small dick? He told me about when he was younger getting changed in the locker room at gym class and an upper class-man seen him changing and told him what a small dick he had and teased him and always called him baby dick after that. He laughed at him, and told him no girls would ever want to be with him cause his dick was so small, and girls want guys with big ones. After hearing that, I had to ask him if that's why he never had a girlfriend and he said yes. The poor kid must have been traumatized and never thought any girls would want him after being told such a thing. Then I laughed, and told him I loved his cock, and that its on the larger side of average and its shaped nice and I loved how long he stays so hard with me, and I loved feeling it inside me. He told me I was just being nice to him and that I probably haven't seen many to know the difference. At that point I really didn't know what to say, and without thinking I just blurted out the truth. I told him that before my second marriage to Mr. G., I have seen, and had 74 different guys cocks in my mouth, and 13 in my pussy, so I have seen enough to know the difference and his cock is not small. After I realized what I just said, I immediately asked him to keep what I told him another part of our secret and please don't ever tell anyone. He got quiet and stared at me for a minute then said WOW Jeanie! I never would have imagined anything like that, and said he never even knew I was married before. I asked if it bothered him knowing about it, or he thought less of me now. He said No, and it excited him more knowing about it, because I have experience and can teach him more about sex if I still wanted to. I said I would love to and if there is anything he wanted to ask me or do with me to not be shy because I have probably done it, but I told him he was the only one to rub his cock over every inch of my body. After that he asked me questions about me sucking cock like when did I suck first one, if I like doing it, did I always swallow, how big was the smallest and the biggest, answered all his questions and told him anything he wanted to know and when he asked me how come I sucked so many more than I fucked, I told him how I was always afraid of getting pregnant so I never fucked until I was 19. I told him all about what my ex made me do and how many different guys I had sucked. After he heard everything I did it excited him so much he just couldn't stop asking questions about my past and talking to me about everything I did. He kept saying how hot it would be to watch me sucking someone else and then having me do it to him. He said it would be like watching a porno and then getting to be with the girl. After that day he always seemed to talk about it and ask me if he would ever get the chance to watch me doing it, and telling me how much he would really want to see that. I started thinking about it and at one point I had thought about seducing hubby and letting Jason watch from a window without anyone knowing, but decided not to in case someone seen Jason outside the window. The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to do it for Jason, and for myself because I began wondering if other boys would be interested in me. I thought about it and decided to put an ad on Craigslist titled Mature woman to give 18-22 YO male oral as young lover watches. The ad was flaged and removed by the next day but I had so many responses and I weeded them out over the next couple weeks and eventually found Kyle. That was the only time I used Craigslist because they banned personals shortly after.
Finally a few weeks later my hubby and son had made plans to go away for a weekend so I was able to coordinate and made plans to get away with Jason and Kyle, the other boy that I had found through my add on Craigslist. I arranged for us to all meet at the mall because I figured it was a safe place because I have been really afraid to meet because I had never done anything like this before and wanted to make sure it wasn't some crazy person out to kill me or something. When we got to the meeting place I seen the boy standing there and we went over to him, Kyle? I said, and he said yes, I said Hi I'm Jeanie, and this is Jason, then we walked around just chatting and getting to know one another a little bit. Jason and Kyle seemed to get along pretty good and they had a lot in common because Kyle had told me he had taken panties from a couple women and masturbated with them also. I was able to talk to Jason on the side and ask him what he thought about Kyle he said he seemed OK to him and I thought he seemed good also. Then we walked and chatted a little more and I went over my list of rules of things Kyle could or could not do. Basically saying he could kiss, lick, rub,and touch any part of my body but his cock was only allowed in my mouth and not to ask to use any other holes. Then I asked them both if they were ready to go and do this. They both said yes and I said okay what are we waiting for and we headed off to a motel for a few hours. When we got to the room they were both a little shy and nervous at first, but all that changed as they watched me undress until I was standing in front of them in stockings and lingerie with my boobs exposed. The two of them kept saying I cant believe this is really happening. I had each of them touching and playing with my boobs and both each sucking on one of my nipples. I looked down and seen they both had a bulge in their pants then I said let's do what we came here to do, its my turn to suck. I told Jason to sit down and Kyle was standing up as I pulled his pants down and kneeled down in front of him. I started licking his cock and balls as I looked at Jason while he sat there watching me. In some of our emails Kyle had told me girls had sucked him but he had never cum in a girls mouth before, so I knew he was probably going to cum quickly once I started sucking. I started kissing, and licking the length of his cock telling him what a nice big cock he had and licked and sucked on his balls a while before taking him into my mouth. I kept looking up at him then over at Jason as I had Kyle's cock across my mouth sliding my tongue back and forth on it. Jason looked so horny as his eyes were glued on me the whole time. After a while of just licking and teasing Kyle I could feel his cock throbbing and twitching so I stopped because I thought he might cum and I wanted him to last longer. I got up and walked over to Jason and felt the bulge in his pants. I told him to stand up and make himself more comfortable and I pulled his pants down has his hard cock popped out in front of me. I told him it looks like you're enjoying watching me judging by how nice and hard your cock is as I stroked it a few times, kissed it then had him sit back down. Then I went back over to Kyle and I kneeled down and took him slowly and deeply into my mouth and back out a few times and I could taste pre-cum coming out of him. Then I asked him if he like that and wanted me to keep doing it or lick it like I was before. He told me yes he liked it and I told him I wanted to make him cum in my mouth and took him into my mouth, slowly going up and down taking him deeply. I could feel him getting so hard and I began sucking him harder and faster and moaning loudly. I only had only sucked him a short time before I felt the head of his his cock getting so hard in my mouth as he tensed up and let out a loud grunt and started cumming. I kept sucking hard and fast while he was cumming, and slowed down after he finished spasming then opened my mouth and showed both him and Jason his cum then swallowed it and then I did the same thing with Jason as Kyle watched. Then I got up and sat on the edge of the bed and we talked a few minutes and I asked if either of them wanted to eat my pussy because I was so horny now. They both wanted to and I had Jason go first and I had Kyle come to the side of the bed and I laid back and turned my head and took his cock into my mouth as Jason ate my pussy for a while and then I had them switch positions and Kyle ate my pussy while I sucked Jason. Neither one of them was very good at it even though I did manage to get off, probably only because I was so worked up from sucking their cocks. LOL After that I got up and moved to the center of the bed and put a couple pillows behind my head. Starting with Kyle as Jason stood watching I had them each of them straddle me and squeezed my boobs around their cock him tittyfucking me as the other watched. I had my mouth open my tongue out licking the head of his cock as he was thrusting forward. He kept moving forward with each thrust going further into my mouth until my boobs were squeezed between his balls and my chin and the head of his cock stayed in my mouth while I sucked on it until he cummed then they switched positions and it was Jasons turn Jason started out pretty much the same way but he kept inching forward and ended up fucking my mouth pretty hard and deep as he cummed. After Jason finished we took a little break, then I had them stand next to each other and I kneeled down and took turns sucking both of their cocks switching from one then the other after a few times I told them I wanted both of their cocks in my mouth at the same time. They were a little reluctant but, I eventually got them to move closer together and put their cocks close enough to my mouth to at least lick the head of them at the same time. I held and stroked them both as I took turns licking and sucking each of their cocks and stroked them harder as they got close to cumming I opened my mouth as far as I could until they both started cumming almost at the same time. I got pretty messy because some of it missed my mouth and shot on my face and hair and it was running out of my mouth down my chin and dripping on my boobs. Lol After that we took a little break and I cleaned up I was sitting on the edge of the bed when Jason came over to me and began fingering and licking my pussy. I laid back as he was doing it and in a few minutes he stood up and got on top of me and slid his cock into my pussy and started fucking me hard. I told Kyle to get on the bed because I wanted his cock in my mouth. Jason went at me fast and hard for a while as I was sucking on Kyle's cock I could tell how Jason was tensing up he was getting close to cumming I pulled Kyle's cock from my mouth and said do it Jason let me feel your hot cum in my pussy, right about that time he yelled uhhh and cummed inside me. I wasn't planning on fucking Kyle that day, but he had been so good about not asking to fuck and I was so horny I got on top of him and lowered myself onto his hard cock and fucked him cowgirl. Jason watched me as my boobs were flopping up and down when I started fucking him harder and faster until we both cummed again. It was an amazing day to say the least. A few days later they both told me at the time they thought it was gay if their cocks rubbed against each others, and that's why they wouldn't let me put them in my mouth at the same time. I told them its not gay if there touching because a woman is involved. They both regretted not doing it a couple days later and asked Jeanie when can we get together again. After that I couldn't stop thinking about being with young guys and thats all I want now.

Does anyone else still give Blowjobs in the car anymore ? A lot of the times I meet with the boys and I don't have much time to spend with them, so I just give them a BJ in the car while we're parked somewhere. Usually in a parking lot away from everyone but not far enough to look suspicious. Occasionally I will suck on it while they are driving around if we can't find a place to park that were comfortable with. I remember being with one of the boys I had his cock out and I began stroking it, as I leaned my head towards his lap and was about to suck it, I told him to make sure he drove carefully, or he might lose something. LOL Honestly, I couldn't tell you how many times in my life I had sucked different guys while they were driving, especially when I was a teenager and never had a problem. One thing I will say back then cars we're a lot roomier inside or maybe I was a little smaller, or a combination of both, and bench seats made it easier. No matter what I'm still able to get the job done quickly with these boys and I feel like a teen again when I am doing it with them. LOL I told him to just drive around on back roads before I had started doing anything. LOL I'll never forget many years ago coming home from an amusement park with a guy I was seeing at the time. We were driving down a major highway I started playing with his cock and licking it and just killing time while I enjoyed sucking it. I was trying hard to make it last and not to make him cum too soon. I heard him say oh shit there's a traffic jam. I picked my head up for a moment just to look ahead and then went back down to what I was doing. We were basically sitting in bumper-to-bumper traffic moving very slowly if at all. At one point he seemed to be distracted and not as hard as he was, so I started sucking a little harder and faster and kept at it until he got nice and hard again. I stopped for a moment and was moving my head off of his cock to play with it and stroke it a little, and he said Jeanie stay down, Jeanie keep your head down. I thought he had enough wanted me to make him cum, so I began so I began furiously sucking him hard and fast, I felt his hand holding the back of my head and I thought he was trying to push deeper into my mouth, I was moaning Mmmm mmmm as my head was bobbing up and down fast and deep until he started cumming. I kept sucking and swallowed and when he was finished, I started to get up and he said, Jeanie stay down, keep doing it, don't get up. I did it a while longer and picked my head up even though he told me not to. He quickly pulled his shirt over himself and when I looked up we were next to a bus and I could see a lot of people had been watching us and some of the guys were giving smiling and giving thumbs up. He told me we had been moving along side of them back and forth within a few car lengths for a while. That was probably one of the first times that anyone ever watched me as I was sucking a cock. I remember being kind of embarrassed at first, but quickly began to enjoy them making gestures at me, giving me thumbs up, and I flashed them my boobs a few times and they were going nuts. By that time, I was so excited I lifted my boyfriend's shirt exposing his cock then looked at the guys on the bus as I started sucking it again and occasionally stopping to look up at them. Not long after the traffic jam broke up and we were moving again. I kept sucking on his cock hoping someone else would see me and I didn't stop until we were almost home. Something about being watched really got me so turned on, I guess that's why I enjoy group sex and being the center of attention so much.

I remember learning the hard way just how much a guy can cum when you bring him to the edge multiple times before making him cum. It's kind of a kinky story, but I had the guy tied up to the bed lying on his back with his arms tied to each side of the head board and his legs spread apart tied to the bed. I ran my boobs over his face and then up and down his chest and then over his cock until it was getting hard. Then I began kissing and licking his balls and cock. I looked him in the eyes as I took his cock deep into my mouth and slowly back out until he was fully erect. I then straddled his face and made him lick my hot wet pussy and taste my juices, I moaned with pleasure as i was sucking him in 69 position and stopped when he got close. Then I turned around and began rubbing and grinding my wet pussy along the bottom of his hard cock and kissed him deeply tasting myself on his lips. I crawled back between his legs and stared at his hard cock wet with my juices as it was throbbing and twitching then I squeezed my boobs around it and tasted myself again as I took the head of it into my mouth and sucked on it. I went up and down with my boobs squeezed around it and I would stop when I felt him tense up when he was getting close to cumming. I kept getting him to the edge and stop. I would play with it and stroke it for a while then stop when he seemed to be getting close. I would gently squeeze it as I pulled upward on it and lick the precum from slit on the head of his cock, then slide my tongue up and down the shaft and suck and lick his balls. He kept trying so hard to keep fucking my mouth and tits each time I pulled away but couldn't do much because he was still tied up. I would just look at his hard throbbing cock for a while then suck it again until he would almost cum and stop. I would ask him each time I stopped what do you want me to do? He would say you know what I want. He said suck it. So I would suck up and down on it a few times and stop. This teasing went on for over an hour he was so frustrated and horny because he must have been close to cumming over a dozen times. During that time, I had tasted so much precum I didn't think he had anything left to cum! I stared at his hard throbbing cock for a minute and seen his balls were pulled up so tight and his sack was so puckered up I knew he couldn't take any more. I said tell me what you want! Do you want me to suck it? He screamed yes. But I have been sucking it, I said. He yelled I want you to make me cum! I asked, Do you want to cum in my mouth? Tell me is that what you want? Yes, he yelled! I said, Tell me exactly what you want me to do! He screamed, Jeanie keep sucking my cock until I cum in your mouth, or untie me so I can jerk off! I wanted to hear him say it because I love being told to do naughty things! I began sucking slowly up and down on him taking him deeply in my mouth as my tits rubbed on his balls. As I started going faster, I grabbed and squeezed the base of his cock he began thrusting and fucking my mouth as I went down, he would thrust up, as I went up, he would go back down we had perfect rhythm going. I was taking most of his cock as it was plunging so deep in and out of my mouth, each time feeling it hit the back of my throat. You could hear me sucking and slurping as I was moaning Mmmmmmm Mmmmmm Mmmmmmm. As I started bobbing up and down sucking harder and faster, I could feel my tits slapping together and hitting his balls as I went faster. I began to feel the head of his cock getting even harder in my mouth as his body tensed up. I knew he was about to cum I squeezed the base of it harder as I kept sucking as hard and fast as I could keeping rhythm with him as he was fucking my mouth. Ohhhhhhhh god he yelled and his body jerked and tensed up like he was hit with high voltage, at the same time he thrust his cock so hard into the back of my throat I felt the first explosion of cum spurt so hard it went down my throat and I kind of coughed and it almost came out my nose, but I kept on sucking hard, and trying to swallow as cum machine gunned the back of my throat. The first four or five spurts seemed almost as powerful as the first one. I kept on sucking while he kept pumping his cum into my mouth, cumming less and less each time it would spasm until my mouth was flooded with his cum. Eventually I just felt it spasm in my mouth with nothing coming out. I swallowed everything in my mouth, then licked up cum that had oozed from my mouth onto my hand and and then off him. I kept sucking him slowly for a minute then got up, untied him and licked the last drop of cum that oozed out of him. When I stood up I could still smell and feel cum in my sinus draining as I breathed in. I smiled looked at him and said that was sweet are you happy now! Lol All he could say was that was Oh my god that was incredible and he never cummed so hard in his life! He kept on telling me how great it was and how good it felt and I was the best blowjob he ever had!
Like I said I learned the Hard way! LOL He was also the first guy I ever fucked and I had sucked him many times before but he never cummed like that! That was the one and only time I ever choked on a load of cum! I guess that's why I remember it so well. LOL

For those of you who were asking how it began with my son's friend, I'm posting everything that happened that led me to my current situation of enjoying barely legal boys

Sometimes I would overhear some of my son's friends talking and saying things about me like I'm pretty hot or have nice boobs. After hearing them say things on several different occasions, I began teasing them when they were over playing video games, or just hanging out at my house with my son. When I came home from work, I was usually wearing a dress or skirt with stockings and heels, and on weekends sometimes loose tops, or no bra and a tight shirt and leaned over them as I offered drinks and snacks or just pretended to be straightening up, while bending over in front of them with my skirts pulled up higher than normal, or my loose tops so they could sneak a peek as I was leaning over picking things up. One day when I came home from work, I said hi to the boys as they were playing video games in the family room teased a little, then proceeded to my bedroom to get changed out of my dress clothes. I took off my dress and just took my bra off and turned and threw it on the bed and I heard the door latch pop and it opened slightly like it has done a numerous times but still it was closed so I didn't think much about it. I proceeded to pull down my pantyhose and panties, bent over and pulled them down and sat on the bed while I finished taking them off and put them on the bed. as I stood up I noticed the door had opened a lot more and one of the boys, my sons best friend Jason who he had known since first grade, who was 18 at the time was looking and at me from the family room across the hall through the open door. He probably got a good eyeful at by that time and I didn't know what to because from where he was sitting and the furniture arrangement in my room I had no where to hide, so I pretended I didn't notice the door opened. I couldn't get my robe from the closet without walking in front of the door so I quickly walked naked towards the closet. I was trying not to look towards the opened door but by that time it was opened almost all the way, and I glanced over at the doorway and our eyes met as he seemed to be leaning over the chair to get a better look at me. I was so embarrassed but aroused and tingly at the same time! I grabbed my robe from the closet and quickly put it on, then got my clothes off the bed and went in the bathroom and threw them in the hamper and took a quick shower. I later got him alone and asked if he seen me in my room earlier and if he did not to say anything to anyone. He said he didn't see anything but our eyes met while I was naked, so I know better. Before this happened, I had been noticing some of my things (bras, panties, and nylons) would occasionally go missing but never thought much about it, but it was happening more and more often and I began to suspect someone was taking them. I started thinking one of the boys was taking my things and using them as a way of releasing their raging hormones, never thinking they were really aroused by me or thought about me. Thinking back after that happened, he must have taken my bra, panties and nylons out of the laundry that day because they went missing. At the time I thought I was so nervous and upset that day that I just misplaced them but since that day, and over the next couple months I noticed more often bras and things went missing out of the laundry after he was here. I wasn't sure it was him at first, but I would check the hamper after any of them went in there and after Jason went in things were always moved or missing. It really began to turn me on thinking about a young boy like him stroking his cock with my bra and panties because I excited him if that's why he took them, but it makes me feel violated and mad at the same time because my bras are not cheap. I asked my son in front of Jason and his friends if any of my laundry was mixed in with his because I was missing some things just so he would know that I knew they were gone. After that I noticed a missing bra was back, but another was gone. He was now taking them and switching them thinking I wouldn't notice. I started not throwing any of my lingerie in the hamper but under the bed in a bin until I did laundry. Now I think he has also gone into my dresser drawers and taken things because I noticed things moved and missing from them. I don't know what to do. I have not told anyone especially not my husband about this and it has been going on for probably over a year now! Sometimes I'll just lay awake in bed at night thinking about it and have all kinds of thoughts running through my head. I have such mixed feelings, aroused, angry, horny, frustrated, and violated but enough is enough. I really think I need to confront Jason about it and make it stop but I don't want to cause a big ordeal because they have been friends for years and he comes and goes like family and even has a key to the house. Have you ever heard of anyone doing this or for so long? I think I have finally thought up a good plan to catch him alone in the act within the next week or so. Sorry for my long story

A couple weeks later

Oh my god what a day its been! My husband and my son left early to go away for the weekend so I thought it would be a good time to get Jason alone and catch him in the act and confront him. I called and asked if he wanted to help me with some Fall cleaning in the yard today before it gets too dark and he said he would be right over. I had set a trap on the hamper using some bells on strings that fall to the floor when the lid is opened, and a note taped inside the lid saying, " I know what you been doing!" I left the door he always comes in unlocked and waited in my bedroom until I heard him come in and say hello. I yelled come in and said I’m in here as I picked up a small basket full of my bras, nylons, etc. and carried it so he could see everything as he walked up the hall towards me. I said hello and went into the bathroom held the bells from falling and gently dumped everything in the hamper trying not to ring bells, and came out as he watched me carry the empty bin and put it on my bed. Then I asked him you ready to do some cleaning in the yard? We can start out front raking the leaves then run the mower over the the lawn and we'll finish the rest of my list tomorrow. After we finished raking, he started doing the lawn and I said come in when you finish, I am going in and check on dinner, and I have to get changed because I have to to go out for a little while. I took the lasagna out of the oven, then quickly changed and put on a skirt, pantyhose, heels, and low-cut top to be sure to arouse him. He came in and stared at me for a second and I said you can go wash up and come have something to eat before I leave. I don’t think he was in the bathroom 30 seconds before I heard bells hit the floor. I stood outside the door waiting for him to come out. When he came out, I asked him what were you doing in my hamper and emphasized to Tell me the Truth! He started crying and couldn’t say anything for a while. I said You are 18 and I can call the police and you can be charged with theft, sexual harassment, stalking and get you in a lot of trouble. Not to mention all the embarrassment from your parents and friends knowing about what you did. Now Tell me Everything you did, and I WANT THE TRUTH! I said why did you take my things and what did you do with them? He said crying they are home in a box in his closet. I said so you just take my things and put them in a box in your closet? Why did you take them, did you masturbate with them? He nodded yes still crying and started to talk. I asked if he seen me naked that day my door opened, and he sobbed yes. I asked if that’s when he started taking my things after that happened and tell me the truth. He told me after he seen me get undressed that day and he did take the bra, pantyhose, and panties that he watched me take off but, he had taken things long before that. I told him if he didn't want anyone to find out about this to tell me everything he did. He started talking and confessed to taking his first pantyhose from the bathroom trash about 6 or 7 years ago. Sometimes after that he switched ones he took from the trash with a pair from the hamper and took those. I asked why he did it and he said I always look so pretty, dressed nice, and he liked how my legs looked when I wore stockings and always wondered how it would feel to touch them. He really started talking and confessing and told me about the first time he seen my boobs at one of my son's sleepovers a long time ago. As I bent over to kiss my son good night he seen them hanging down as he looked down my night gown. He never saw boobs or a lady naked in real life except for me. He just kept thinking about seeing my boobs and what they would feel like and eventually took his first bra from the hamper brought it home, masturbated with it and put it back the next day. He said after the first time he did it he didn't do it again for a while but after he did it again, he started doing it more often. He started taking one home and when he brought it back, he took another one from the hamper if there was one, until one day when he went to put one back and the hamper was empty, so he kept it. He felt sick about it and thought I would notice it missing and he would get caught, until one time he and my son were talking to me as I was putting laundry away in my room and he seen I had so many bras in my drawer he didn't think I would notice any missing, so he kept doing it and occasionally kept others. He started bringing back bras he had kept and used for a while and swapped them with another in the hamper. He started doing the same thing with my panties and keeping some of them too. He almost seemed relieved that he was caught as I kept asking embarrassing questions and made him tell me everything he did, how he took things from the hamper, sniff my panties, switched things, went through my drawers and took things, and how he used them and ejaculated with them. What really kind of freaked me out was when he told me every year since he was about thirteen, we had had given him a key so he could come over to feed and let the dog out during the times we were away a few days or on vacation. During those times he went through my drawers 3 or 4 times a day and masturbated with all of my bras, panties, and nylons. Other times if he knew we would be gone a few hours he would let himself in go through my things and masturbate or take something. He told how he rubbed each thing over his penis one at a time and put them back in the drawer how he found them. He told me sometimes he left wet marks in some of my bras and panties also, before placing them back in the drawer. He said once he was taking turns stroking with each of my bras over the opened drawer of bras and let go and cum spurted over and dripped on a lot of them. Sometimes he got undressed and put on my pantyhose, or stockings, panties and bra, stuffed it with my nylons, and pretend he was rubbing my boobs and feeling my legs while he masturbated with my things. He admitted to accidentally cumming in a leg of my pantyhose while he had it pulled over and wrapped around his penis and stroking, he was just going to take them but thought I would notice them missing so he let them dry and put it back in my drawer with a stain on them. Another time he had worn a pair and they got snagged with a strap hook from bra he was stroking with and put a small hole in them, and he put them back too. He told me he seen me wearing both of those pairs because he had noticed the ones with the hole, and the white stain on my foot and toes on the other. He said he got so excited knowing I had them on after he did, that he would cum in some of my nylons and sometimes bras and and panties and put them back in my drawer every time we were away hoping to see me wearing them. Before we returned from vacation, he always kept a bra, pantie, and nylons he didn't think I would notice missing from my drawers. He also told me over the years he has probably seen me naked five times, my pussy quite a few times....once for a couple minutes while I was laying on the bed in my robe with my knee up talking to my son and he stopped counting how many times he seen my boobs. After hearing that I can't help but feeling somewhat responsible for creating this masturbating maniac! At first, I was so wet and horny hearing how he stroked with my things and thinking that every time he has cum was because he was thinking about me, but I still felt Angry and Violated not to mention Shocked to hear all of this! It's disturbing and embarrassing for me when I realized me how many of my things he actually has, and all of my things have had been rubbed on his cock at some time, and cummed on and left for me to wear. I remember times I thought there was undissolved laundry detergent from the lingerie bag when I put on nylons with hard white crust on them never thinking it was cum! I was speechless for a few minutes after hearing all this! Finally, I told him I was upset that he stole from me and it really bothered me that he went through my drawers. He kept crying and saying I’m sorry Mrs. G please don’t tell on me. I’m sorry Please don’t tell on me he cried, saying he would give everything back or pay for them. I said no that’s ok just keep them for now until I decide what I want to do with them. I’ll do anything you want to make it up to you please don’t tell anyone he said crying, I guess I’m not allowed here anymore. I gave him a hug and told him I know he probably meant no harm to me, but it had me very upset, and he could still come here because he was my sons best friend, and I didn't want this to end their friendship. I told him I forgive him because he was totally honest (maybe a little too honest) with me and its embarrassing for both of us if anyone else found out. I told him if I didn't allow him here anymore, everyone would want to know why I didn't want him here. This can be Our Secret I won’t say anything to anyone but it better not happen again. By this time neither of us wanted to eat so I gave him another hug and asked if he was coming back tomorrow to finish helping me. He said yes, he will do anything for me and begged me, please don't tell anyone what he did as he left. I hope I did the right thing I still feel like I have been taken advantage of and he got all the pleasure and I'm having second thoughts about how I handled this. I just can't help thinking I should at least make him bring everything back and have him stroke in front of me just to teach him a lesson and give me some pleasure after all of this craziness! As much as I wanted to do something to punish him, and I had a pretty good idea of what he had been doing, but I was just too upset after hearing some of the things he actually did. I really couldn't believe how honest he was about telling me all the things he did with my things, or the thoughts he had about me. I have a lot to think about between tonight and tomorrow. Since he left, I've been thinking about everything he did and even had some Taboo thoughts about him. I think it was just too overwhelming and had me too upset hearing about everything to go any further right now. Well, I have to go lay down my head is pounding right now, and I feel emotionally drained.

The next day

After thinking most of the night about everything Jason told me he did I realized everything he did was just his way of fulfilling his desire to be with me even though it freaked me out at first, I was now hornier than ever for him and I decided to fulfill my desire and try to at least watch him use my things and stroke in front of me and nothing more because I would feel too guilty. I called Jason and told him I wanted him to bring me back everything he had taken from me when he came over to finish helping me in the yard today. If for no other reason just to see exactly what he had taken from me over the years. He said ok and he would be over in about a half hour with everything. When he arrived, I was wearing a low-cut top, short skirt, stockings and heels he came in carrying a bag with everything in it and he handed it to me and said he was sorry and again asked me please not to tell anyone. I took the bag and had him follow me to my room where I opened it and took out a tattered pair of pantyhose in a large ball shape that was stuffed and wrapped around everything else inside. I opened them and pulled everything out onto the bed and looked through and seen everything was all stained and smelled. My god he had taken more than I thought, and I never realized a lot of them were missing. I looked through everything counting all of the bras, panties, pantyhose, stockings, and even knee hi's that he had taken over the years. There was one more bra and pantie was folded inside a pr of pantyhose and when I asked him why and he said those were the things he watched me take off that day. We talked a little while while I picked up everything and he followed as I put it in the wash machine. Then I asked if he ever had a girlfriend or if he ever had sex as I walked back to my room. He told me he kissed a couple girls and felt one of their boobs through her shirt but nothing more. I told him how it really bothered me knowing that he seen me naked and how he got all the pleasure from taking my things and masturbating with them and I got nothing in return. He offered to pay for everything, but I told him I think its only fair that I get to see him naked since he admitted that he had seen me so many times. He thought I was kidding but soon realized I meant it when I told him an eye for an eye, and that I never told anyone about what he did, and this would be just between us just another part of our little secret. He finally agreed to it and took off his shirt and his pants and was just standing there in his boxers then he turned away from me and as he dropped his boxers. I told him to turn around and face me even though I could see him in my dresser mirror. His face had turned red and his hairy cock was just hanging there all limp but. I asked him if he used any of my things since he left yesterday and he said no. I said good and I reminded him how he told me he would do anything if I didn’t tell anyone. I told him I want you to show me how you masturbated with my bras, panties, and nylons, take what you want out of my drawers and show me. Oh please Mrs. G. that's private, I have never done that in front of anyone he said. Oh well first time for everything I said as I opened up the drawers for him unless you want everyone to find out what you did, start showing me how you used my things. He looked through the drawers and took out one of my bras, panties, and pantyhose and began rubbing them one at a time over his limp cock while he looked at me. His cock was starting to grow a little, but I guess he was nervous because it was not getting very hard. I told him I wanted to see everything in my drawers starting with my panties one at a time and rubbed on his cock and put them on my dresser. After he rubbed the last pantie on his cock it was getting a little harder and I said now do the same with each of my bras. While he was doing that, I removed my top exposing the black, sheer lace upper cup bra that allowed my nipples to be seen through it then pulled my skirt down exposing the black stockings, panties, and garter that I had on underneath. He took each bra and folded it over his cock with the head of it poking the cup and moved it up and down a few times then proceeded to the next one. His cock was fully erect now while he just stared at me as he was rubbing the last few of my bras, then he started with my nylons. It was much larger than I was expecting and nicely shaped. After he finished rubbing the last of them, I took off my bra and pulled my panties off and said don't forget these then sat on the edge of the bed and leaned back on a pile of pillows with my legs spread apart and began touching my pussy. I asked him to put on a pair of stockings or pantyhose, and a bra and stuff it with my nylons, like he told me he had done so many times while we were away on vacation and show me what he was doing when he accidentally cummed in my pantyhose the first time. He didn't want to do it in front of me but agreed to do it. I realized at this point he would do anything I asked. He picked out a pair of stockings and rolled them up and started pulling them on one leg at a time like a pro, then put on one of my bras and stuffed it with nylons. He picked up pantyhose and rolled up one leg of the pantyhose and pulled it over his whole cock and balls then wrapped the other leg of them around his balls and in a figure 8 around the base of his cock and between his balls. I never seen anything like that before his nylon covered ball sack was pulled up tightly and his cock looked so hard pointing upward as he stood there. Then he took my bra and panties and some nylons and folded the bra with the nylons and panties inside and held it by the underwires and sliding over his cock. I was playing with myself watching him stroke and told him I want to see him cum. I was about to cum and yelled oh yes do it don't stop as I cummed just before I seen his cum spurting, oozing through, and soaking the pantyhose over his cock. He unwrapped and took the cum filled nylons off and I had him wipe himself up with them and set them and the bra he was wearing on top of the pile he had on my dresser. Then he took his boxers and went into the bathroom to clean up. When he came back in, we talked for a while as he watched me folding and putting things back in my drawers in just stockings and garter. I could see him staring at my boobs and his boxers bulging as he was getting hard again. I asked if he thought he could cum again for me if I gave him a helping hand as I started stroking him slowly over his boxers. He quietly said I think so. I promised myself I wasn't going to do anything but have him stroke for me, but all that changed now. I realized just having him stroke for me would have hubby upset if he ever found out, so I might as well take advantage of the situation because if hubby ever finds out Jason stroked and was naked in front of me my marriage will be over anyway. I was so wet and horny now I didn't care what I did. I told him even though what he did was wrong and upset me the thought him stroking with my things was flattering and excited me very much and watching him just made me so horny I would like to be his first sexual experience if he wanted me. He nervously said yes, he wanted me to. I stood up and kissed him and tried to tongue him, but he didn't kiss back. I wasn't sure if he didn't want to or didn't know how so I asked if he knew about french kissing and tried again. We kissed deeply for a while with his tongue following my lead then I slowly kissed down his body until I pulled down his boxers and was kneeling in front of him staring up at him as I licked his cock and balls and began taking his hard virgin cock in my mouth. I was so wet and horny as I sucked slowly up and down taking him deeply and faster each time I went down and all of a sudden, he pulled away and said stop. I asked whats wrong don't you like it? He said Mrs G. it felt so good and I thought I was going to cum. I said don't you want to cum? He said I always heard that girls don't like cum their mouth. I smiled and told him that's the difference between women and girls. Also, I think we're close enough now, that when there's no one around don't call me Mrs. G. call me Jeanie. Then I had him lay on the bed and I crawled between his legs. I said you really like my boobs don't you as I dragged my boobs up and down his cock then squeezed them around it. Yes, he said he thought about them all the time. I worked them up and down on his cock and looked him in the eyes. I started licking and sucking on him as I titty fucked him. I just started sucking him slowly taking him deeper each time I went down. I was sucking him and could feel my boobs bouncing off of his balls as I went faster. I was so horny and moaning loud Mmmm Mmmmm as I was sucking him fast and deep, contracting my pussy and squeezing my legs together I made myself cum. I could feel his body tensing up and felt the head of his cock getting so hard as I sucked until he cummed so hard in my mouth without making a sound. I kept sucking as he kept spurting until all of his spasms stopped and I opened my mouth and showed him my cum covered tongue before swallowing. We laid next to each other a short while talking and I said lets get dressed ad go finish up the yard work and give you a chance to recharge before we come back in and do more things if you would like to. After we got dressed, I took everything from the wash and put it in the dryer and we went and worked outside for a couple hours and came back inside. I told him I was going to take a quick shower and asked if he wanted to join me and he said sure. While in the shower he has hard the whole time I smiled and pointed at his cock and said I see you brought a towel holder. I let him soap my boobs and pussy while we were in there and I kneeled down and sucked him briefly. After we got out and dried off, we went back to the bedroom. I asked if there was anything, he wanted to do to me or me do to him? He told me he wanted to rub his cock over my whole body. I told him no one has ever done that to me before and he can do anything he wants to me. As he was doing it, he started with my feet and he worked his way up my legs to my pussy rubbed it over it and slowly over my tummy, nipples, face, hair, then had me roll over and rubbed it from my head down sliding it between my ass cheeks and down the back of my legs and feet. I was so horny having his cock rubbed on every inch of my body. I asked if he wanted to taste my pussy and opened my legs and he started licking me, but he need a little help in that area. I had him lay down as I straddled him like a cowgirl and guided his cock slowly into my wet pussy. I went up and down slowly at first then gradually kept going a little faster. He was staring as my boobs were bouncing and slapping together as I was going up and down full speed now. I began moaning and tightening my pussy around his cock as I felt myself about to cum. Oh god I yelled as I felt myself get so wet as I cummed. He was just looking at me as I moaned in pleasure and didn't make a sound, but I could feel him tensing up and I felt his cock get harder inside of me as I kept going up and down fast and he made a slight grunt as I felt him cum inside of me. After we were done, I asked how come he is so quiet and doesn't moan or yell as he cums? He said he always tried to be quiet when he was masturbating so no one would hear him. I told him he didn't have to be quiet with me I like hearing him. We laid there talking and touching, licking, sucking, fucking, just exploring each other's body most of the day. His cock seemed like it was always hard and ready to go again with just a touch or lick. I realized how late it was getting and told him he should probably get going. I told him we could keep what happened today our secret and asked if he would ever stroke for me again if we are ever alone again and without hesitating, he said yes anytime! LOL After he was dressed and ready to leave, I told him to take the bag of my goodies from the dryer back home with him and I gave him the bra, stockings, and panties I wore today and told him to add them to his collection. He gave me a hug and thanked me and said our secret if safe with him and left. As much as I thought it was wrong and Taboo because of the age difference I still can't believe I did this with him, it feels like it isn't real I guess it's just my nervousness making me feel that way after all that went on today. The age difference didn't bother me at all in fact if anything I felt younger being with him. Now I am feeling guilty about it because of hubby and keep worrying hoping he never finds out. I feel so horrible about being unfaithful but yet it excited me so much at the same time having sex with this young virgin boy knowing he thought about me for years every time he stroked and cummed and now being his first sexual experience and making him cum. As much as I kept telling myself this is just a one-time thing, I enjoyed it too much and I want more and have become addicted to the young guys and cant get enough of them! I still can't help feeling like such a horrible selfish person cheating on hubby for my own pleasure, but I made my choice now I'll deal with it.

I receive a lot of messages, many of them asking me a lot about sucking cock. If I swallowed, how big was the biggest cock I ever sucked, if I could deepthroat, and what is my favorite size to suck etc. I really am fascinated with them and enjoy sucking all different size cocks, and yes I always Swallow!. The palm of my hands measures about 3 inches across, and over the years I have learned to use my hands to judge their size without the guy even knowing it. LOL Most of the ones I've had average size is 5 to 7 inches, some bigger, and some smaller. The smallest being about 3 1/2 inches. I have not had a whole lot of what I would call really big cocks that were 8 inches or more, but I've had a few and tried deepthroating them and was able to take most of it in the right position. I do remember probably the biggest one I ever had was when I was about 26 years old. My ex had brought home a Polish man named Stashu that worked with him who was probably in his mid forties at the time and had an accent. He and the Ex were talking one time and he had told the ex that his wife didn't want to have sex with him because she said it was too big and hurt her, and that she wouldn't suck it either. After hearing him say that the Ex convinced Stashu to let me try and suck it while he watched me. He had probably the biggest thickest cock I had ever seen or sucked, it was so thick and long! I remember pulling his pants down and being amazed at how big it was big before it was even hard. The Ex sat there watching me as I started licking and playing with it for a while before I got it totally hard and when I did it was huge! I held it with both of my hands one on top of the other starting at the base, then took the bottom hand and moved it above the other hand estimating it to be well over 9 inches. I was putting it sideways across my lips as I was sucking and licking the sweet spot along the bottom just below the head of it, while running my mouth up and down sucking the length of it from balls to head, and occasionally licking and sucking on his balls. I remember opening my mouth as wide as I could and putting my lips over my teeth and trying to take it into my mouth as far as possible. It was so big and thick I could hardly get it in my mouth and I couldn't get it very deep. No matter what position or how hard I tried the big head of it filled my mouth and hit the back of my throat and wouldn't go any further. I remember the Ex telling Stashu to pull my head onto to him but he didn't, and then feeling the ex's hand pushing down hard on the back of my head telling me, "Jeanie take it deeper suck it all in", but that was as deep as I could go. After that I began sucking up and down along the bottom of it again and had him all wet with my saliva when I finally had both hands wrapped around his cock squeezing it as I took it back into my mouth started sucking working my head and hands sliding at the same time up and down and started going faster and faster and moaning loudly as I sucked. I could tell he was enjoying it and so was the Ex as he sat there watching me. I could feel the huge head of his cock getting so hard in my mouth as he tensed up and when he exploded started flooding my mouth with his cum as he kept spurting so much. I kept sucking and swallowing until he stopped cumming and then licked him clean because some had run out even though I kept swallowing. After I had finished, with his accent he told me and my Ex that I was the best he ever had, and that woman didn't like doing anything with him because he was so big. He just kept thanking me and telling me I was the best and how good it felt. I was with him 6 more times after that but I always remember that first time like it was yesterday.

A lot of you asked to know more about me and things I did so I'll start from the beginning of my first sexual experiences. It was after a little you show me yours and I'll show you mine was when I seen and touched my first cock. We both pulled down our pants and stood looking at each other then he told me when he touched and played with his that it gets bigger so I asked him to show me. He played with it and he let me touch it before and after it got hard. Ever since then I have always been fascinated with them and how it can grow from a small soft thing to a big hard one. About a year or so later I had my first kiss and I had given what I thought were some handjobs at the time to a couple boys my age but I just stroked and played with it until it got hard and then stopped and never got them off. Thinking back I guess I left them horny and they probably finished by themselves afterwards but I didn't know any better at the time. It was just before my birthday when I remember sucking my first cock and tasting cum. He was a few years older than me and I started giving him a handjob, he got hard and asked if I would suck it. I told him I never did it and wasn't sure what to do but I wanted to try it. He told me first just lick it like a lollipop and then open my mouth and put it as far as I can into my mouth and suck on it as I move my head up and down on it and don't stop until I taste his cream. I held it and licked it all over, then opened my mouth and took as much as I could then tightened my lips around it as I sucked and moved my head slowly up and down slowly. I loved how it felt sliding between my lips and it made me so horny feeling it get so hard throbbing and twitching in my mouth. As I was sucking on it I tasted something and stopped. He asked why I stopped and I told him I tasted his cream. He told me no that's not it and keep doing it until he tells me to stop. He kept telling me what to do for a while and I was so wet and horny then he grabbed my head and held it and started thrusting his cock into my mouth. I could feel the head of his cock getting so hard in my mouth. He was telling me go faster and don't stop as I felt his warm cream spurting and filling my mouth. After he finished he told me to stop and that I should swallow it and lick up any left on him. I remember holding it in my mouth for a minute before I got up the nerve to swallow it, and I have loved doing it ever since. I had developed boobs at an early age so I always had guys asking me out and wanting me to have sex. I was always afraid of getting pregnant so I would only stroke and suck them and never had sex with anyone until I was almost 20 and by that time I had a reputation for giving Bjs to a lot of guys. A few of them used to try and get me to fuck but most were happy with me just sucking them. Back in high school I dated a guy on the football team. They were on such a losing streak I made a comment to him that the team sucked. He asked me kidding if they won would I suck him. I laughed and told him if they ever won a game I would suck the whole team. Not long after that we broke up and he told everyone what I said, and guess what they won the next game! After the game that night at a party they kept saying now that we don't suck when are you going to? I finally had enough to drink and I didn't do the whole team but I did take turns sucking 5 of them one at a time in a bedroom and one of them twice LOL. I became pretty popular with the guys after that night! That was one thing in my past I wished I didn't do or at least not making the mistake of telling the ex about my past and all the guys I sucked. Some of the things I did was slutty but not as bad as what the ex eventually had me do. He always asked questions and wanted to talk about how many guys I've been with in my past and things I did with other guys. I told him anything and everything he wanted to know, I even told him about some of the things guys used to say about me because I wouldn't fuck and how they started saying things to each other like if you go out with her she wont fuck but you get to rub her magic lamps (my boobs) and make the Jeanie cum mouth. Referring to the story of rubbing the magic lamp and the genie come out since my name is Jeanie and I would give Bjs and swallow. He always seemed to get excited talking about how much I loved sucking, and all the guys I sucked and how he wished he could have watched me doing it. One day the ex had a friend over and we were all drinking and they started talking about my boobs. Then as a dare he told me to show his friend my boobs. His friend laughed and said no don't do that it will give him a hard on. Next thing the ex says that's ok she can take care of it and tells him how good I can suck cock and tells me show him my boobs. We had talked about how he wanted to watch me suck someone a few times before so I knew he really wanted me to do it once I heard him say to. Before I knew it I was naked in front of them and unbuckled his pants and sucking his friends cock as the ex watched me. I actually enjoyed it because I liked his friend and he was cute. Then I sucked the ex with his friend watching me. The next day we talked about how it excited it made him watching me suck another guy and he wanted me to do it again. I told him I enjoyed it too and we began doing it once a month or so with his friend over the next several months. He said he wanted to watch me with another friend and I was fine with that. We took turns having another one of them at a time come over. Sometimes in the beginning he would have me kneel in front of both of them as they took turns in my mouth or he would fuck me as I was sucking one of his friends. It was fun for a while but he also started to become abusive and always found a reason to hit me when no one was around. He started to bring home other friends, business acquaintances, and other guys he knew somehow, and have me walk around wearing sexy clothes to get them looking at me. Then he would tell them what a good blowjob I was and he would having me sucking them while he watched me. He used me like a whore for his own pleasure and benefit. It began happening more frequently and then it was with different guys and some of the guys were gross looking and I didn't want to do anything with them but he still made me. If I told him I didn't want to do it, he would tell me I better do it if I know whats good for me. I knew I would get hit after they left so I did it. He would let them touch my boobs and put their cock between them, but never let anyone put their cock in my pussy only their fingers. Even though they were guys I never met before at least it was only one guy there and the ex so I just sucked him as the ex watched and sometimes suck the ex. But as time went on he started having 2 and 3 of his friends over at the same time. It was fun the first few times just doing one at a time as the others got so horny and excited as they watched. Then things really started to get bad for me especially after them all being together a few times and getting more comfortable around each other and drinking. The ex sat watching me and started telling what do do like he was directing a porno, making me take turns sucking each one, then having us try different positions to see how far I could take 2 of their cocks in my mouth at the same time, making me kneel in front of 3 of them and take turns stroking 2 and sucking each one and having them poke all 3 at my mouth at the same time making me try to lick and suck the head of all three of their cocks at the same time while the ex called me a slut telling them how much I love sucking cock and eating cum. After they cummed together he made me suck each of them again one at a time by the end of the night my mouth and jaw would be hurting so much I didn't want to open it any more. Then the ex would make me suck him in front of the others and that was the worst. He made me tell everyone I'm a cock sucking slut and I love sucking cocks and I wanted to suck on his cock and taste his cum. He'd say things like you love sucking cock so much your really going to love having your mouth fucked. He would make me take it deep then kept pushing deeper into my throat as he held my head telling his friends now this is how the slut likes it and then grab and pull me by the hair as he was fucking my mouth violently until he would cum. After almost 4 years I finally had enough of the beatings and being treated like a whore and filed for divorce. Over the next few years I guess you could say I sewed my oats before I met and married my hubby now of over 21 years. I am 55 years old 5’6 1/2" tall and have 38DD breasts and I have never done anything or even thought about with anyone else in all those years until this this thing happened with my sons 18 year old friend Jason. Now I have become addicted to the 18-20 year old boys and cant get enough! LOL Quite a few times I have been with 2 and 3 of them at once, a couple of times with 4, and once with 5 of them. As much as I love sucking, I also love having them pounding and eating my pussy. Its so much different doing things now that I am the one in control. Even though I let them do, or try pretty much anything they want, and many times my pussy, ass, and jaw might be sore by the time were done, at least its my decision and no one is making me to do anything that I don't want to do. I just love being with them!