Well, we found out about the house today. It got sold to someone else so we are stuck. That was the bad part of my day. The good part was T and I were the only ones home and awake today.(C was napping) We finally got to try out the recliner. I love that chair. I want one in our room. I don't think we would ever use the bed again. Just kidding on that one. Um, a hard cock in my wet pussy is definately one way I love to get over being depressed. I really wanted the house. But we will keep looking until we find an even better one. Um, I think I have to go wake T up from his nap. I want some more...

Still haven't heard about the house but I have high hopes. T is going to call today again. I can't wait. I am so sick of living where we live right now. It's too small.
T and I actually got to spend some time alone yesterday. Yeah! He even joined me in the shower before I went to work and teased me. It was so much fun. He said that was just a taste of what I was getting after work. Um, he was right. After I got home from work and we took some pics, and went to bed. I was very, very happy and so was he. I'm so glad we got some time alone finally.

Well, hopefully we will be getting our own house again. And it is close enough that my kids can still see their grandma all the time. I can't wait. We will have a whole house of rooms to make ours. We had so much fun making our other house ours. In fact we ended having so much fun that our daugther was born 9 months later. LOL And I won't have to be quiet if I don't want to be since no one will be able to overhear us. Or try walking in on us. That sucks really bad.

Well my mom made it up for grandpa's funeral. Why is it that I always end up feeling like shit after I see her? And it is so obvious who her favorite grandchildren are. That makes me really mad. Thankfully, my children weren't there to realize how she is about that. Since E is old enough now to realize it. We had lunch with her, my sis, her honey, and my nephew. C and my nephew had a blast together. I am just really glad that T's mom, my mother-in-law loves our babies so much. It makes up for the fact my mom is a bitch. I am also really glad she lives so far away. It's been awhile since I was reminded how she is towards my kids. Sorry about venting. I just had to put this somewhere.

My younger sister will be up for my grandpa's funeral. I haven't been able to get away to see her all summer so I am glad I will be able to see her, her future husband(like next month) and her little boy. My nephew is so cute. Almost as cute as my babies. C will be happy she gets to play with him during the funeral. We aren't bringing the kids to it.

what a week. T is sick and he says that he is dying. Not so funny right now. We have a friend staying with us so I can't help him feel better the way that I want to. Also since she is here, we can't take any pictures. I am a little frustrated. She is one of my best friends but I want some privacy. Grrr!

This hasn't been such a good week. Working way too much and then this morning my grandfather passed away. He has been sick for awhile so it is for the best. But I will still miss him. My other grandfather passed away last summer and I still miss him and I wish my kids had gotten to know him better before he had died.

Friday didn't go as planned, neither one of the guys showed up to flirt with. I am so bummed. But this is the second time I have tried to hang out with one of the guys. I have given up on him. Not wasting my time anymore. F that! The other one just couldn't get out of his other plans. He is coming up to visit T soon.
Today we had to go to a wedding. Yeah fun. The bride and groom are perfect for each other and I am really happy for my cousin. She was a beautiful bride. T wants us to renew our vows but we need to figure out when. I was pregnant the first time so I couldn't find a dress to fit and at the time I just wanted the day to be special but we had a very small budget at the time. We want to redo the day so that it could be more about us than making others(family) happy. The next time it will be just about us and how we love each other and our children.
T got tortured yesterday...It was so much fun. T, my friend, and I went shopping yesterday. She and I teased him all day long. So much fun.

T and I start bowling on Friday. That is it's self is fun but the people who are cumming to bowling are why I can't wait until Friday. Not one but two guys that I have had little crushes on will be there. I am very excited. I can't wait to flirt. That is if they both show up. I won't know who to flirt with first. T has just laughed when I said something to him. My friends came over last night and helped me to pick out a shirt to wear. It's black lace and completely see through. Can't wear it that in public though...Damn! I would get mauled.LOL. T already said he would maul me if I ever wore it like that. Hum, maybe I'll have to try that. LOL Maybe for a pic. I borrowed K's camera which is a much better camera than mine so I will have some fun with that.

Poor C, she wondered through the house yesterday looking for her brother. She asked me about 5 times where he was, asked her daddy a few times too. When E got home, she ran out to greet him off the bus. My babies are very close. We have very a loving family. We are lucky.

E is gone at school. He didn't even say bye mom. He was so excited after I finally woke him up. He looked at me this morning "but mom I just want to sleep." How cute. But once he was up and going he was excited and couldn't wait for the bus. I cried just a little as I walked back to the house.