If life is a bowl of cherries, why am I always in the pits?? Got a call from the kids father and now he is not coming to pick them up for the summer. I love the way he twists things around to suit him. Man it is getting so that I HATE MEN!!! I just don't know cause things that should have been done already haven't been. Thought I was confused before, well now it is just as bad or even worse then before. I know that something is amiss and I just can't figure out why it is.
I better figure it out real soon otherwise I am going to go stir crazy and I ain't ready for the looney bin quite yet. Or am I? Coming dangerously close though...gonna go..thanks for listening..xoxoxoxoxoxo

well I didn't go out...My sister was too hung over from last night. so here i am at home. lol...i just went into the rooms for a couple of minutes..i won't go out by myself so...I guess i will just jump into the tub and relax like april is doing. and then turn in at a decent time...as i know someone wants me to get my rest...lol...good night sleep well my friends...mwahhhhhh

one day at a time...went to my sister's last night for her birthday...damn don't ever let her make you a drink...lol in a decent mood today...though I need some more coffee and lots of it. my sis wants me to go out tonight!! don't know if i can handle the nightlife...haven't done that in ages. hmmmm should i or shouldn't i, that is the question? now keep in mind i have to work at 9 am tomorrow morning...decisions decisions....lol..yes am in a better mood...kisses and hugs to all!!!!!!!!!!!!! DW'S

Does life ever throw a straight ball or is it always a curve? Seems that never ending curve ball is always there. Will life get better? Sometimes I wish that I can be like Samantha Stevens and make wishes and things like that come true. Besides my own little tid bits of life going backswards, so are some people's lives who are near and dear to me...I wish them all the best!!!!!!!! ))))

Hello my friends...
I hope that everyone is doing well. I am doing ok..Still have lots going in mind but am getting thru some of it. still have alot to sort thru. I will be on and off the site. i will come into chat once in awhile. not as often as i used to.
I made my every waking minute to come into NN but I can't do that anymore. I have other friends around and I miss being with them too. So I have decided to split my time around this way i can be with everyone else also.
Thank you for all your thoughts and comments...You are all dear to me..
I will stop in for a little while today...see you all later...
kisses and hugs!!!
DW'S

thank you all for your kind words...life will get back together one day soon...please don't worry k? you are all special to me!! mwahhhhhh love yas!! DW'S

After some really serious heartfelt thinking, I have come to a decision to take a break from NN..It has nothing to do with any of you it is just that I don't feel like the me everyone has come to know.I was talking with one of my friends the other night and they told me that I was not me. I have come to realize that person was soooooo right. And I don't know why either. I am feeling "VERY LOST" right now and I don't wish to be around and feel the way with my friends. I guess it is something that I have to work out for myself. I am not sure how long it will take for me to do that though. Once I find "ME" I will be back. You are all great people and I will miss you all. I needed to let you guys know this. "take care my friends". Be good..lol...You are all in my heart!!!!!!!! I love yas!!! Love your friend, DW'S

Thank you all for your kind words...They mean alot to me..You are special people here. There are alot of days I wouldn't have gotten thru if it were not for my friends here. I do have a piece of good news...I got my van back finally!! Yippeeeee and the brakes work..lol...I just found out today that the kids are going to their dads on the 16th of this month. I am going to really miss them even though they drive me crazy!! LOL..God Bless of all You!!! xoxoxoxo

I sometimes wonder where it all will go. Lots going on in my life right now and some of it has me worried and has me scared. I have some very special people in my life and their words and their wisdom help alot. As alot of you know I lost the brakes on my car last week and boy do I feel lost without my car. But with the words from my friends I am keeping my chin up. Some of the changes are for the best though. My difficult time is going to be coming up soon though when I file for my divorce next month. After being married for almost 17 yrs and for all the things that I have been thru with this man, I am better off without him. It is strange though that I am filing for the divorce in the same month in which I got married in. For all of those who have happy marriages, I hope that they continue to be just that HAPPY!!! I love all my friends here!!! Thank you all for being there for me!!!!!!!!!