just wanted to say hi since I haven't blogged in awhile....quite unlike me lol

SO HI

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I have to go to Fayettenam for work tomorrow...I gotta go help out at the store there...yay!! I'm super excited lol Uh huh sure lol The plus is I get paid to drive there lol so an hr and half in the car...just chit chatting and listening to music...at least I have some ppl going with me. lol I wasn't going otherwise lol But supposedly there's a bunch of ppl going from other stores in the district. BUT the best part is its a military town sooooooo I get to see men in uniform...my one weakness Hopefully there's lots of eye candy damnit lol

They are already playing Christmas songs at work.....and one song in particular sounds like a song from "The Nightmare Before Christmas" So another employee and I were having a discussion about it. So I had to come home and have a Tim Burton movie night I started the night with Edward Scissorhands. Now it's The Nightmare Before Christmas and lastly it will be Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...and if I'm still awake I'll watch the first Pirates of the Caribbean or maybe Sleepy Hollow Ok maybe I have a thing for Johnny Depp...what can I say?

So I'm housesitting and dogsitting this week and I'm bored out of my mind lol So I decided to take pics today....I was trying to come up with an idea for my 200th pic but I couldn't so I just took pics lol How sad is that? I cant even come up with a good idea for the pic lol

So today being that beautiful cold fall day that it is....we are going on a hayride Im excited lol mmmmm spiced apple cider here i come

so I did some real soul searching this evening....it all started with a conversation I had with a "friend". The bad part is I really like this guy. I told him about someone in chat referred to him as mine. It got us talking about that very subject. He told me he wanted to see where things goes....which would normally be fine but I realized tonight....when I had time to really think about everything with Tim and everything that happened recently with it.....like reading about his new gf on a blog on here which of course he denied..."she's just a friend" Kristina if you read this but be advised unless you have proof don't believe anything he says. But anyway. I realized that because of Tim and everything he put me through in the last year has left me with basically no heart. I have nothing to give to anyone. I'm just an empty soul wandering through the motions of life. And as much as I hate it, I realized I have to give up the person I care about the most because I have nothing left to give him. I can't hurt him. I can't do this. I don't know how to tell him this either. I don't want to lose him but I have to. I can't know that I was the one to hurt him. Either way it sucks. EIther I lose him or I hurt him. I don't like either option

so I hurt myself yesterday....I hurt my knee....it didnt bother me while i was at work...but as soon as i got home and got all comfy in bed..it starts to hurt...and it hurt all night long and all day so far today This sucks

I've spent the last 2 weeks with my ex....it's been great. We are not back together....but it's been fun hanging out. We love each other's company....the only problem is: a)he kissed me...which is fine..im ok with that kinda lol except it leaves me confused because b) he talks to this other girl....who happens to have a profile here with pics of them together...he was with her right before he saw me....so now im confused and i have to see pics of them together I want to trust him but I can't. He still holds a piece of my heart I've tried to talking to him about it. But he says he's not ready to take it another step...which is fine. I understand....but he knows I come here...why did he have to introduce her to here? This is my space.....So I had to put up with him texting and talking to her the whole time we spent together....BECAUSE she didn't know we were together. AND he WOULDN'T tell her! What do I do? What can I do? I hate feeling like this

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