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Thursday, January 31, 2013, 6:38:38 PM- .... and I'm *paying* for this? | ||||
2nd personal training session in 2 days. My arms now hate me. My stomach hurts when I breathe. But.....bloody hell am I starting to get results! | ||||
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Thursday, January 31, 2013, 12:58:37 AM- Ta-daaaa! | ||||
Pics done. But do i start going through my pics and start deleting the more elephantine ones of me, or just leave them as an archive of how I have changed? .. and for the first time ever I *didn't* post them in the bbw catergory... | ||||
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Thursday, January 31, 2013, 12:06:25 AM- The incredible shrinking woman.... | ||||
I dont really post that many pics of me anymore - the shiny arse loves taking pics of what we do, so haven't really had the urge to do just some of me and my camera phone for a while. Not that I'm hiding - far from it. Its just that at the moment I feel I am a bit of a work in progress.... The weight is melting off me. Since Jan 1st I have lost 10lbs and I have also got myself a personal trainer down the gym. In an earlier blog (August?) when i came back from Corfu I was quite down about how big I was, and the stress I was under when I started my new job in the September wasn't really that conducive to shifting a large amount of weight. But the reality of going to a clothing optional place over Easter has hit home to me and I guess it has spurred me into action big time. So.....I'm going to do some pics tomorrow. And maybe some people can tell the difference. I can. I seriously need to go clothes shopping as nothing fits me anymore! | ||||
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Tuesday, January 29, 2013, 9:49:05 AM- He makes me cry for all the right reasons.... | ||||
I'll be honest. I'm having a bit of a shit time of it at the moment. The dream job has turned into the stuff of nightmares and I find myself signed off for three weeks with work related stress. I am going to leave teaching for good - I jut cant hack it any more. Plus, all the love and enjoyment I had for it has disappeared as well. So the plan is now find myself a little job in the NE, move in with the bloke with the shiny arse and do a degree in fine art (which, I guess, is what I should have done a long time ago) But. This morning. I had a knock on the door. This is what I got. I know I keep saying this but it is times like this I feel like I am the luckiest girl in the world. I found love here. Proper love. The mad passionate once-in-a-lifetime leaves you breathless type of love. And soon we will be together all the time. | ||||
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Monday, January 28, 2013, 5:08:43 PM- Unexpected loveliness | ||||
This is utterly fucking amazing. Its even more amazing when you consider she's 80..... | ||||
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Wednesday, November 14, 2012, 7:47:07 PM- I'm so very very sorry........ | ||||
A local school have made this for Children in Need. Its hilarious quite frankly...... | ||||
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Wednesday, August 15, 2012, 1:10:26 PM- I really must stop..... | ||||
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Wednesday, August 15, 2012, 1:06:37 PM- This made me nearly fall off my chair laughing....... | ||||
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Wednesday, August 15, 2012, 12:55:19 PM- Mo Farah running away from things...... | ||||
There may be more... | ||||
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Monday, August 13, 2012, 7:49:49 PM- Real life beckons...sob! | ||||
It had to come to an end. Just had the most fantastic holiday with the shiny arsed one, finished with a very naughty and unexpected treat down the adult club on Friday night. But I had to get on the scales again. I was dreading it, but I hadn't been too naughty and indulgent on holiday - just desserts and alcohol, really....so I was quite relieved that I only put on 2 lbs. But I still don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I still feel very fat indeed ( lets face it, I am..) and I did feel very self conscious by the pool. TSAO took loads of photos, and to be honest I look elephantine in most of them. So do I go running to the Rose and Galaxy, indulge then feel a whole load worse afterwards? No. I do something positive. So its back on the waggon for me. We are looking at next year's holiday. And I am looking at a bit of a surprise for TSAO as well for Easter next year. So...start now, feel much happier for then. So I have a new target - 4 stones (56lbs to the rest of the world). This will take me to what I was before i became ill. I wasn't skinny then..but i feel I need to be that size again. 4 stone over 9 or so months is do-able. I will blog the weight loss on a weekly basis and believe me I'm not going to shy away from this. When i set my mind to is, I usually get what I want.....this is completely within my own control. So...first big challenge. Next week. The big 4-0 and a meal at a Chinese.....so I'm already working towards that so I can enjoy myself without having to worry.....I mean I am only 40 once... | ||||
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