40 year-old (how did that happen?!) out of a long (15yrs) and complicated relationship. I'm 166cm, 10.5st, not badly built (I'd say 'average', but I'm never sure what that actually implies!) and have shortish brown hair. My relationship has been pretty much sexless for the past 4 years, and the sex wasn't exactly awe inspiring before that. I want the excitement of kissing someone new, someone I don't know... Those first few embraces, the exploritary touches as we learn what one another likes... the anticipation of what is to come... Oddly enough, I've not done this kind of thing for a while, and my confidence is kinda non-existent, so help me out, and give me a boost!