I'm seriously depressed, a drug addict who keeps fucking up and yes I have an impeccably clean apartment, but I keep loosing jobs and lost my truck because of the local P.D. having a discriminatory stance against me. Literally towed an impounded for no reason. I have a retainer on an attorney and building a case. I'm obsessed with learning my rights and the laws as of a few months ago when the harassment started. Other then that I'm alone. Alienated from family and support I have been using alone and hiding from the world. **UPDATE** Today, I kinda had sex, so my Dick doesn't really get hard when I'm with a lady , if I'm "churning butter" though, my dudes at full errectus. I guess it's all psychological. Been hanging out a little with a chick that's kinda into something that surprisingly I found out I like to. Kinda had sex and then now she isn't available or is just dodging me. Guess she changed her mind. And this whole time I was thinking we were adults, 🧐.