At 4:00 today. Done.

Sometimes I just sits and thinks, sometimes I just sits...

We have both signed the divorce documents, just waiting on the judge to appove it now. Mixed feelings, which will stay with me for a while I'm sure, but for the most part glad life can start to move forward again.

Well we all have a face that we hide away forever,
and we take them out and show ourselves when everyone has gone.
Some are satin, some are steel, some are silk and some are leather,
they're the faces of The Stranger but we love to try them on.

Well we all fall in love but we disregard the danger,
though we share so many secrets there are some we never tell.
Why are you so suprised that you never saw The Stranger?
Did you ever let your lover see The Stranger in yourself?

Once I used to believe I was such a great romancer,
then I came home to a woman that I could not recognize.
When I pressed her for a reason she refused to weave an answer
it was then I felt The Stranger kick me right between the eyes.

You may never understand how The Stranger is inspired
but he is not always evil and he is not always wrong.
Though you drown in good intention you will never quench the fire
'nor give in to your desire when The Stranger comes along.

Do it now. More than one is better. I had a friend die this evening. Don't miss that opportunity to let people know you love them.

Well, Monday was supposed to be my court date for the divorce, and this morning her attorney filed a motion to postpone. It says they haven't had enough time to have an accountant look at my company books. Really? They have only had my complete financials for 13 months now, and updated ones 2 months ago. And the day before trial you need to start looking at it? I know it is just a ploy to drag it out for more billable hours and to make me crazy, and guess what? It's working. I have want to scream all day. Ah well, at the weather will be nice enough to get outside this weekend!

Almost all of the 3,546,321 members of NN could give a shit, but on Monday, March 11, my divorce hearing goes to court. I am so ready. I do not care what the judge tells me to pay, I am ready to have a life. We have been separated sincev August of 2010 and I am ready to move on. Wish me luck. At least the 5 of you that follow my blog.... LOL

If you find yourself struggling with loneliness, you are not alone. And yet you are alone. So very alone.

If it walks like a duck, quacks like a duck, then it must be a duck. Not a goose, not a falcon, a DUCK! Or maybe an AFLAC salesman...

I obviously am, I guess I should be grateful if anyone listens to me.